Its about Time
I have time for goodhearted people who do not intentionally hurt others...I have time for Grand babies and family and true friends....I have time to work hard at my job or whatever i doing....I have time to go for a 5 mile run.....I have time to show compassion and mercy for others who hurt...I have time to believe and care and love others.........I don't have time for liars, cheaters, whores, assholes....I don't have time for manipulation, hurting people intentionally, only when they need it, its well deserved retaliation, then i find time ....I don't have time for head games and dumb ass people....Time is precious give it to those you love and love you back....My time is precious and if you waste it well your time is up....Oh and i have time to VOTE TRUMP 2020!Identity crisis: Cockatoo thinks he is a chicken
This parrot is clearly having an identity crisis - he thinks he's a chicken. Just listen to him Bok! He also calls for Mama like a child, and chides the sparrows with an enthusiastic uh-uh when they get too close. Max the Moluccan is one of a kind, and is sure to put a smile on your face
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C65wXnhU2VgIdentity crisis: Cockatoo thinks he is a chicken
This parrot is clearly having an identity crisis - he thinks he's a chicken. Just listen to him Bok! He also calls for Mama like a child, and chides the sparrows with an enthusiastic uh-uh when they get too close. Max the Moluccan is one of a kind, and is sure to put a smile on your facehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C65wXnhU2VgDepresson sets in.
Aug 4, 2020 I just got home from a 5 day stay in the hospital. I had the tee test, and the blood clot is still there
as a result they not only canceled the ablation, but also admitted me into the hospital for 5 days. They changed the blood thinner, and apparently the one they are trying now requires very much monitoring. I feel like a pin cession. I had to have blood drawn every 6 hours while I was in the hospital, and will need it done weekly for the next 6 weeks. At the end of the 6 weeks they will again do a tee to see if the clot is gone. If it is not the doctor would like to ablate another part of my heart and put in an artificial pace maker. I do not want that. The doctors all say my heart is strong and I am really do not want to make it weaker . If they do this different ablation to put the pace maker in the top of my heart will still be shaking redound wildly around. How can that be better?
Many have said they are praying for me, but I am starting to wonder if God is listening. Each time it fails makes it harder to be hopeful the next time, and i feel like I am running out of options. Either I do nothing and ware my heart out, or if I can not get an ablation done I may end up having yet another mechanical thing inside my body. I hate that though. So here we go another 6 weeks of waiting and possible disappointmentJesse & Joy - Alguien Más
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Good day Everybody!! I'm Back lolAlways bringing you the very bestNew Rock Music Videosavailable to you, right here, right now on yourfavorite game site,GameDesireThis song is from Three Days Graceis called "Somebody That I Used to Know"and is a song I love and so will you.and was released July 22nd, 2020!!!!THAT WAS A FEW DAYS AGO!!!!ARE YOU FCKN' Kidding me???
How FRESH is that? lolololololMy DOO DOO is ALWAYS so, so, so Fresh!༼ ºل͟º ༽
As promised, New Rock Music Videos,signed, sealed & delivered...Studio Version...RELEASEDJULY 30th, 2020...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dm9Zf1WYQ_ALyric Version...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NUnIEyFGno.I can't seem to focusAnd you don't seem to noticeI'm not hereI'm just a mirrorYou check your complexionTo find your reflection's all aloneI had to goCan't you hear me?I'm not comin' homeDo you understand?I've changed my plans'Cause I, I'm in loveWith my futureCan't wait to meet herAnd I (I), I'm in loveBut not with anybody elseJust wanna get to know myselfI know supposedly I'm lonely now (Lonely now)Know I'm supposed to be unhappyWithout someone (Someone)But aren't I someone? (Aren't I someone? Yeah)I'd (I'd) like to be your answer (Be your answer)'Cause you're so handsome (You're so handsome)But I know betterThan to drive you home'Cause you'd invite me inAnd I'd be yours againBut I (I), I'm in love (Love, love, love, love)With my futureAnd you don't know herAnd I, I'm in love (Love, love)But not with anybody hereI'll see you in a couple years
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These BOTTOM PHOTOSare my OWN photos fromMonterey!!! I love Monterey, 2nd timethis year I was there. My 1stvacation was on January 07th 2020Monterey has BOMB AF Seafood.The 1st photo is some flowers i seen in Monterey.
My 2nd photo is another flowerthat I captured so fabulously.Now you see why I go to Montereyall the time.
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I https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XHSqf9yxtbwAnime Fans
What Anime are you watching now? and would recommend me a list so I could watch tonight.Tomorrow is the day
Tomorrow is supposed to be the day for the test to see if the clot cleared and if it did they will try the ablation. It is so scary not knowing when I go in if I will wake up with the clot gone and the ablation done or if the clot will still be there. It does not help my worries when I found something on line dated about 9 years ago that said ablation patients do not live a really long time after the ablation . I hope that has changed. The whole point of this is to make my heart work more efficiently so I may have a long healthier life. It would be a cruel joke on me if I have it and it actually shortens my life span.
I guess I am really not doing myself any favors looking at all these things that could go wrong, but I am one that likes to be prepared for the worst. Then if the best happens I was ready to deal with the bad, so I can enjoy the better. I went for blood work yesterday and it was an hour long wait for them to take one tube of blood. I have problems with anxiety, and I was freaking out when I could not find my niece. They would not let her go in with me. This was only the second time she had ever taken me for anything health related. Usually her mom does it. My niece is a good girl,and I do not think she would leave me, but when you have anxiety problems your mind does not always thing straight
I am doing my best to not dissolve into a quivering mass of nerves and fear, but it is hard. Times like this I wish my mom was still alive and healthy. She always knew how to calm me down when I would get like this. I took one of my anxiety pills but it is not taking effect yet, hope it does soon. We have dark clouds out here today and I think they will be around all week. Dark clouds do not help my mood when I get in one of these thinking about bad things moods.
The hospital has not called me yet with any instructions about tomorrow no time yet either and that is another thing I am worried about, What if they did not schedule it as planned. I called down to the hospital the other day and I was told they do not usually call with the instructions till the day before, so they still have time. I hate that last minute planning thing.REALIZING THINGS FROM THE PAST
This morning I was talking to a friend and we got on the subject of my brother that died 3 years ago next month. My brother and I had some rough times in our relationship, because he disappointed me many times, and I had trouble getting past them. As I talked to my friend today I realized something that I really did not see before. My brother cared more about me then I ever realized. I was telling my friend about the time my brother borrowed a motorcycle and took me for a ride. It was the only time I ever rode a real motorcycle. That memory triggered the time a neighbor had brought his pony to our house, and was giving us all rides on it. I had measles that summer and mom would not let me go outside with the other kids that were riding it. I was 8 and I cried. I had never peen on a pony before and I really wanted to. My little brother was allowed and I did not understand mom was trying to protect me. My big brother told mom to put a coat on me and he would take me for one ride. Picture this mid summer and there I am on the horse with my brother and I am wearing a winter coat, but I got my ride.
Then there was the time I was afraid to walk to the bus stop for school I had to leave at 6 am and it is still dark in the winter then. The walk was a mile and there were no lights on the road, so every sound I heard scared me. Mom told my brother I was scared and he went to his truck and brought me in a flash light. I still have that light. And there is the story I told at his funeral about how he used to stand between me and the wind when it was cold outside to try to block it off me when I was in first grade. He also would carry me when the show was deep. It is funny how one or two cases of hurt feelings can totally block out the good things someone did for you, and it is only after you lose them that you realize how good they really were to you, and it was only your hurt feelings that kept you from seeing it before they died. The only good sided of this story is my brother and I were starting to get close again not long before he died. I think if he had lived we would have been back to where were were before I was 7. Up till I was 7 I thought my big brother was the greatest guy in the world. I even wanted to grow up and marry someone that looked like him. Problem is the only person I ever found that looked like my brother was our first cousin and I am just not THAT hillbilly lol.My advice to everyone is if you are fighting with your brothers or sisters try to make peace, because you really do not know how much time you may have left to do it before it is too late. Then all you will have is memories and possibly regrets that you did not do it when you could. One of the last times I saw my brother before he died I was setting in his living room, and he came up behind me and squeezed me softly on my shoulder like he used to do when I was a little kid to let me know he was around. I turned around and smiled at him he got one of those grins like he would get when he was really happy. It is nice to have a few good memories to replace the bad ones , but I wish he was still alive so we could be making more memories. Well I got to go now his grand daughter is going to be here in about an hour to take me to an appointment, and I am not ready yet.COMET NEOWISE
https://youtu.be/Kw0pANCYk0AThree more days
I have 3 more days before I find out if that clot cleared and if they can now do the ablation. I am trying to stay calm, and optimistic, but optimism is harder to come buy when I know they had already tried this once and it did not work out. Part of me wants to go into it like I did the last time with excitement about how much better I will do after the ablation, but another part of me keeps whispering in my head, " It did not work the first time what makes you think it will work now?"
I am a big believer in everything happening for a reason. Could be they found the clot to stop the ablation, because if they had not it could have been knocked loose during the ablation and maybe killed me on the table. A small voice inside of me keeps whispering maybe it is just the universe messing with you.
Want to know what is crazy? With all this about to happen the main thing my brain keeps obsessing about is a movie that is going to be on tv for the first time that night. I really want to see it, but even if all goes perfect and the clot is gone and the ablation happens and I get sent home the same day. I will probably get out of there too late to watch it. Even if I am near a tv when it is time for it to come on, who's to say I will not fall asleep during the movie because of all the stress that at that point should be letting go.
I got a busy couple days in front of me. Everything I have seen on line says I will not be able to do any lifting for a couple weeks, so before I go in I need to make sure all my laundry his done and that the house is clean. I am really frightened to be alone at home the first night after they do it IF they can do it. I hope they keep me in the hospital for the first night at least. That way if anything goes wrong they will be there to fix it. I really hate blood thinners, but with afib they are needed. I guess it is all in the lords hands now. I just hope he sees fit to make me well.SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT THIS YEAR
This cool treat I have found this year is one of the best things I have ever had. You can find it at Walmart. I really cannot tell you the flavor of it. It says natural flavor, but I know once you try it you will want more. You will want to read the ingredient, because there is a couple things in it some may be allergic to, but I am not. It is a very natural product, and it contains 70% and 8% calcium, and 4 % potassium of the daily value of vitamin d on a 2000 calories diet. It dies gave 27 g pure cane sugar which is a little high, but it is ice cream so you should expect that. I discovered something interesting about this product. Before I bought the first bag I had been having trouble with my stomach. After I ate the first one my stomach began settling down. The product makes not statement that it will help anything this is something I discovered for myself. I think it may be the cinnamon in it that helped my stomach. I know it has been known to work against bad bacteria in the stomach. The down side of this product is there are only 6 in a package, and if you like them as much as me 1 bag will not last you a week lol. You will need to look closely to find them in the ice cream cooler as they blind into the things around them. I had to walk the coolers 2 times the other day to find them, but it was worth the effort. I hope you enjoy them as much as I did. Just remember if you have an an allergy to nuts soy or cinnamon you may not want to try them as there is a possibility for all 3 to be in it. Be sure to read the ingredients and if you can enjoy them.
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♥*♥... Entendí que en tus manos se forjaban mis sueños...Y sumisas quedaban mis auroras sin dueño…♥*♥
♥*♥... Entendí que en tus ojos hay un sol que me enciende la pasión olvidada en un cofre de mieles…♥*♥
♥*♥... Sin razón ni motivos las sonrisas me tienen...Como un hada de cuentos que en las noches florece…♥*♥♥*♥... Manantial de aguas claras en tu boca refrescoestos labios que imploran las caricias de un beso…♥*♥♥*♥... Y mi pecho agiganta un suspiro tan bello...Que tu nombre es el viento que remonto en mi cielo…♥*♥♥*♥... Sin censuras mi alma va escribiendo los versos,que relatan mis ojos, cada vez que te veo…♥*♥♥*♥... Como fruta en la boca…Como flor en el pecho…Como tierra que cuida la semilla en su lecho…Como mar que sacude la clemencias del tiempo…♥*♥
♥*♥...Te amo simplemente en la locura ciega...Sin importar las huellas que dejaran las penas…♥*♥♥*♥... Te amo en la alegría de tenerte tan cerca...contemplando tu imagen entre nubes de seda…Embriagada en tu aroma...Me arrebato sin miedos...♥*♥♥*♥... Nuestros cuerpos danzantes en un mundo sin egos…Voy tomando de ti… Lo que tienes en mentey en rincones de lluvia voy saciando tu Deceo…♥*♥
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Good day Everybody!! I'm Back lolAlways bringing you the very bestNew Rock Music Videosavailable to you, right here, right now on yourfavorite game site,GameDesireThis song is from Three Days Graceis called "Somebody That I Used to Know"and is a song I love and so will you.and was released July 22nd, 2020!!!!THAT WAS A FEW DAYS AGO!!!!ARE YOU FCKN' Kidding me??? How FRESH is that? lolololololMy DOO DOO is ALWAYS so, so, so Fresh!༼ ºل͟º ༽
As promised, New Rock Music Videos,signed, sealed & delivered...Studio Version...RELEASEDJULY 22nd, 2020...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IaWqvtShfGQGotye - Somebody That I Used To Know (feat. Kimbra)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UVNT4wvIGY.Now and then I think of when we were togetherLike when you said you felt so happy you could dieTold myself that you were right for meBut felt so lonely in your companyBut that was love and it's an ache I still rememberYou can get addicted to a certain kind of sadnessLike resignation to the end, always the endSo when we found that we could not make senseWell you said that we can still be friendsBut I'll admit that I was glad it was overBut you didn't have to cut me offMake out like it never happened and that we were nothingI don't even need your loveBut you treat me like a stranger and that feels so roughNo you didn't have to stoop so lowHave your friends collect your records and then change your numberI guess that I don't need that thoughNow you're just somebody that I used to knowNow and then I think of all the times you screwed me overYou had me believing it was always something that I'd doneBut I don't wanna live that wayReading into every word you sayYou said that you could let it goAnd I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to knowBut you didn't have to cut me offMake out like it never happened and that we were nothingI don't even need your loveBut you treat me like a stranger and that feels so roughNo you didn't have to stoop so lowHave your friends collect your records and then change your numberI guess that I don't need that thoughNow you're just somebody that I used to knowSomebodyThat I used to knowSomebodyThat I used to knowSomebodyThat I used to knowSomebodyThat I used to knowNow you're just somebody that I used to know<-SMILE-><-IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY->These BOTTOM PHOTOSare my OWN photos fromMonterey!!! I love Monterey, 2nd timethis year I was there. My 1stvacation was on January 07th 2020Monterey has BOMB AF Seafood.The 1st photo is the Monterey breakwater near the harbor.
My 2nd photo is a dog at a friendlybeach that I captured so fabulously.Now you see why I go to Montereyall the time.
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THIS MAY HELP
I found this on another site and thought with everyone being so depressed about all this pandemic stuff maybe this would help us all be more positive.
6 Steps to Attract What You Want
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1. Clarify your desires.
It doesn’t need to be January 1 to write down your goals. You can start today. Ask yourself: By this time next year, what would you have liked to achieve? Find one hour and some peace and quiet, and have fun with this exercise. Your goal could be “earn 20 percent more,” “visit a country I’ve never been to,” or “start my food blog and reach 1,000 followers.” The more specific you can be, the better. Review these goals often and see how they cause an immediate shift in how you feel. Allow this to propel you forward to action.
2. Cultivate an “attitude of gratitude.”
Next time you can’t sleep, have to wait in a long line, or find your mind wandering toward thoughts about your ex or unfair boss, use that as a trigger to create a mental list of things you’re thankful for—include the little things! See if you can get to 100. Yes, 100!
Some of my recent gratitude nuggets include an unexpected text from an old friend, skinny margaritas, a really committed new client, thrift shopping, inspirational podcasts, funny things my nephews say, the Whole Foods pizza bar, fall fashion to look forward to, having only a one-minute wait for the subway, and my husband’s never-failing sense of humor. Even writing them down now gives me a boost!
Gratitude unlocks our positive vibes through the improved filter it gives us on the world. This filter allows us to see how good things really are and opens up our mind to possibility. Trust me—if you want to be happier, this will be way more useful than wasting time thinking about people who don’t deserve your precious energy.
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3. Observe your self-talk.
How you talk to yourself is important because you are the one listening. The mistake a lot of us make is that we focus on what we don’t want. Instead of saying, “I’m tired of being sick,” say, “I’m glad to feel better each day.” Rather than dwell on your crappy salary, say, “I am open to new opportunities to make money.” Notice how they feel different? If you do this consistently, you’ll attract different results too.
Create five new statements that make sense for you. If you’re going through a rough breakup, it might be, “I love myself. I approve of myself.” If you’re struggling to lose weight, try “I love my healthy body and I treat it that way. I feel good about myself.” If you are struggling with your job, repeat, “New work opportunities are on the way.”
These become your affirmations. Repeat them every morning. Save them as random alarms on your phone to appear throughout the day. Say them just as you are falling asleep at night.
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4. Focus on the good.
Annoyed with your S.O.? Rather than dwell on how they’re always late or grumpy in the mornings, think about what they do well. Do they get along with your parents or cook an amazing Sunday brunch? Focus on those qualities instead.
Instead of feeling irritated by your boss’s micromanaging, remember he’s cool with you working from home or how he gave you increased responsibilities this year. When you focus on the good, you welcome more good. Try focusing on only the positive and be vocal about it for 24 hours. See how people respond!
5. Visualize your dreams.
Dying to visit Croatia? Get stronger through a new workout? Fall in love by the end of the year? With Pinterest at your disposal, you can create a virtual vision board (in minutes!) of images that motivate and inspire you. Allow yourself to feel moved by the images and be open to including ones that stir some unexpected interest in you.
I host vision board events where people are often surprised by what comes up for them. (One woman, newly married, said, “This is going to be a baby board!” To the contrary, she left with a vision board filled with images of Morocco, Asia, bustling markets, and exotic-looking islands. She wanted to travel and explore, not to settle down as a mom just yet.)
Images enable us to activate our true longings, not what we think we “should want.” In this respect it can also help you pinpoint your goals. Remember to look at your vision board often and add to it. As with your goals, let the images remind you about what matters to you and to fuel your energy and passion for making it happen.
6. Get busy!
All of the above should lead you to a place of inspiration—the “real” you that’s guided by your intuition (not by external influences or incessant mental chatter). When you’re clear about your desires, talk to yourself in an empowering way, focus on what’s working in your life, and visualize what you want, you can’t help but feel moved to take action. And that’s the final step in achieving what you desire.
Make a commitment to take one action every single day that will drive you towards your goals and vision. By this time next year, you’ll be amazed how those 365 actions add up.
You’ll send an email to that person you’d love to work for. You’ll think of new ways to meet prospective dates. You’ll research chefs who inspire you to start your blog. You’ll notice a new barre studio near your apartment that you hadn’t seen before. Make a commitment to take one action every single day that will drive you towards your goals and vision. By this time next year, you’ll be amazed how those 365 actions add up.
The Takeaway
The world does not change, you change. Only you can allow the flow of opportunity into your life. Only you can remove the negative blocks in your mind that prevent you from getting what you want. It’s all up to you, my friend. That is the real, awesome, beautiful secret!
I do not know which is worse
I do not know which is worse the clot in my heart, or the anxiety of waiting to see if it dissolved, and if they will be able to do the ablation now. I was told by a good church lady I know that it was a good thing they found it and did not go ahead with it at the originally scheduled time, but it does not feel lucky to me. I have been afraid to do anything this past month. I am frightened I may knock the clot loose. I know just sitting or laying around is not a healthy thing to do either, but it is hard to think about being more active when your anxiety is telling you maybe it will jar loose if you moved too much. It is really hard to be hopeful about this next test I want to believe it will all come out fine. They say good things come to those who wait I have been waiting over a month sense they found the clot and many more months before it was found. I just can't help but think what if : What if it did not dissolve I really did not want a pace maker. What if it did dissolve and the ablation does not work? What if something goes wrong in the procedure, and I get more complications then I had before we started? Or what if I die on the table? Although I guess if I die on the table any future what ifs will be someone else's problem. lol I really should not laugh, but I think it is better then crying all the time, because I am really frightened.
When they first came up with this ablation idea I had all kinds of hope and positive thoughts, but after it being canceled once by a blood clot much of my positive thoughts have drained out of me. I am 62 years old and some would say I had a good life, but there are still things I wanted to do before I no longer can do anything. I should have taken this time between the 2 tests to work on some of them, but every time I tried the negative thoughts came back. I have been more depressed this month then I have in years. Even if everything goes great, the clot is gone and the procedure goes well, I will still have another 3 months waiting time till we know if it worked.
This is insane I spent my whole life trying to do the right things to stay healthy, and now I may be cut down by a blood clot. I find it a bit eyeopening that something meant to save ones life the ability for the blood to clot and stop you from bleeding to death, should also be able to cause many problems if it forms inside your body. If the human body was a man made product I think it would be recalled for a design flaw like that. lol Sorry if I bored anyone with my worries, but with this pandemic thing I really do not get out to talk to people much these days.♥ ★ ☆ ☮ ~RIGS~ CAPTURES MONTEREY VOLUME 6 ☮ ☆ ★ ♥
Good day Everybody!! I'm Back lolAlways bringing you the very bestNew Rock Music Videosavailable to you, right here, right now on yourfavorite game site,GameDesireThis song is from Badfloweris called "30"and is a song I love and so will you.and was released July 19th, 2020!!!!THAT WAS A FEW DAYS AGO!!!!ARE YOU FCKN' Kidding me??? How FRESH is that? lolololololMy DOO DOO is ALWAYS so, so, so Fresh!༼ ºل͟º ༽
As promised, New Rock Music Videos,signed, sealed & delivered...Studio Version...RELEASEDJULY 19th, 2020...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_0xp1h2PkQLyric Version...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AT_aXhBghX0Blast From The PastBadflower - Promise Mehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yhNp7i4xaUU<-SMILE-><-IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY->These BOTTOM PHOTOSare my OWN photos fromMonterey!!! I love Monterey, 2nd timethis year I was there. My 1stvacation was on January 07th 2020Monterey has BOMB AF Seafood.The 1st photo is the Monterey breakwater near the harbor.
My 2nd photo is a dog at a friendlybeach that I captured so fabulously.Now you see why I go to Montereyall the time.
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There is something wrong when you find yourself quoting things from Disney movies to make a point. lol I was talking to my sister this morning and she brought up the story of the man that helped pull an officer from an accident. She remarked about him being honored for it. I said, yea he should be. She said well there was another member of the police force that helped get the officer out, and he was not honored. I laughed at this remark. I told her it was his job to try to help, that is what the police are meant to do, to protect and to serve, so he was just doing his job. The other guy was not on the force so he was helping out of the goodness of his heart. Then my sister said, but the guy that was honored was waiting trial on some law he broke. I said yea and??? I told her he will still have to go through with the trial. The good deed and him being honored for it has nothing to do with anything he may have done wrong before it. At that point I quoted a couple lines from a Disney movies. One was we all have good and evil in us, and the other was you never know where the good or evil will come from. The point was that even someone that is supposed to be a good guy like the police can do bad things as we are seeing all over the media lately. On the other hand someone that is alleged to be bad can do good things. No one really knows what is in the heart of another or what motivates them to do the things they do. Sometimes we as human beings just act on impulse. I know that to be true , because when I was 13 years old I acted on an impulse that saved a little girls life. I saw her standing on the road not moving as a car was coming at her fast. I did not even think about what I was doing as a reflex reaction I jumped onto the road grabbed her and jumped off. We barely made it I felt the wind from the car as it flew past us. My poor mom who had seen this all from our porch yelled at me that I could have been killed. I told her if I had not did what I did Sandy would have been killed. I was not thinking about my safety when I jumped in front of a speeding car. My body knew it had to be done and reacted without thinking. Sometimes something deep inside us will act on us to do things that may be really out of our character, and we just go with it.I have a lot of trouble understanding why one action that is different then what people think you are like can wipe away everything you did before. I think everyone should be accepted for how they are and what they do at the time, but I do not think one thing should wipe away their whole past. However sometimes that one thing can be just the first step on a different road from the one you had traveled in the past. Sometimes the real us is trying to get out to be who we are meant to be rather then who we are now.I will leave you with another quote I like, but I do not know who said it first : I am not what I should be. I am not what I am going to be, but thank God I am not what I was.THE PERILS OF DRUGS.
TWO YOUNG GUYS APPEAR IN COURT AFTER BEING ARRESTED FOR DOING DRUGS.THE JUDGE SAYS, "YOU SEEM LIKE NICE YOUNG MEN, AND I'D LIKE TO GIVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE INSTEAD OF JAIL TIME. I WANT YOU TO GO OUT THIS WEEKEND AND TRY TO CONVINCE OTHERS OF THE EVILS OF DRUG USE. I'LL SEE YOU BACK IN COURT MONDAY AND YOU BETTER HAVE GOTTEN SOME RESULTS OR YOU'RE GOING STRAIGHT TO JAIL."ON MONDAY, THE JUDGE ASKS THE FIRST GUY, "HOW DID YOU DO OVER THE WEEKEND?""WELL, YOUR HONOR, I PERSUADED 17 PEOPLE TO GIVE UP DRUGS FOREVER.""SEVENTEEN PEOPLE? THAT'S WONDERFUL. HOW DID YOU DO IT?""I USED A DIAGRAM, YOUR HONOR. I DREW TWO CIRCLES LIKE THIS: 0 oTHEN I TOLD THEM THAT THE BIG CIRCLE IS YOUR BRAIN BEFORE DRUGS AND THE SMALL CIRCLE IS YOUR BRAIN AFTER DRUGS.""THAT'S ADMIRABLE," SAYS THE JUDGE.THEN HE TURNS TO THE SECOND GUY. "AND HOW DID YOU DO?""WELL, YOUR HONOR, I PERSUADED 156 PEOPLE TO GIVE UP DRUGS FOREVER.""WOW", SAYS THE JUDGE.156 PEOPLE! HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO DO THAT?""WELL, I USED A SIMILAR DIAGRAM," THE GUY SAYS."I DREW TWO CIRCLES LIKE THIS o OTHEN I POINTED TO THE LITTLE CIRCLE AND SAID, "THIS IS YOUR SPHINCTER BEFORE PRISON......"Memory
The sad part of life is when someone who gave you the best memories becomes a memoryWISDOM FROM THE PAST
I rediscovered this today, and I think it is worth posting now. Everyone today should listen to these words from the past, and learn from them.https://youtu.be/qQdqc8gSd_M
It seems to me today's generation has forgotten or maybe never realized what these words meant and why they were said every morning in school. When I was growing up I went to school with a girl who refuses to participate in it, and the teacher allowed it , because she said her religion did not allow it. I never did know what religion that was though.The New Date is Set
I got the call today. If all goes as planned I will be going back in to see if the blood clot is gone on the 30th of July. The doctor wanted to do the ablation the next day if it has cleared, but his nurse is going to try to get him to do them both the same day IF the clot is gone. I have a long way to travel to the hospital, and she remembered the only way I can get there is if my brother takes me. She wants to make it so he does not miss as much work as he would if they were done on different days. Not many health care people are that considerate. Fact is the doctor probably wanted to do it in 2 days because then he could double bill. If they do both in one day the insurance company will only let them bill once.
I just hope the clot is all gone when they check it and that the ablation will work. Bet my throat is going to be supper sore after having things shoved down it for hrs. , but if it works it will be worth all the pain. To be able to walk or ride a bike and not need to be afraid of having an afib attack. My brother thinks it will work out, but after not getting the first time and finding a blood clot I do not have as much confidence in it this time.Pages: 40
